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oh
look at what you have done now
is this really what you want
repeat retreat all you do is run
didn't you learn you can't finish by running backwards
don't you get tired of this cycle you created for yourself?
don't you get tired of watching your friends die over and over?
you think one day something will change
but in the end it's all the same
ah...
oh
look at what you have done now
is this really what you want
ah...
this fantasy you created for yourself
don't you realize this dream can't exist?
a world where you're both happy can't exist
so why are you keen on destroying it?
look at what you have done now
this is really what you want?
repeat retreat all you do is run
how ironic is it you hate to be alone?
you think one day something will change
but in the end it's all the same
you think one day something will change
but in the end it's all the same
ah...
don't you get tired of this cycle you created for yourself?
(ah...)
don't you get tired of this fantasy you created for yourself?
(ah...)
oh, look at what you have done now
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I met a girl who had a passion for history
wished to explore the world and unlock every mystery
instantly I noticed something about her
something I didn’t know the name of
so I called it love
I met a girl who had a passion for trouble
wished to explore the world, but she was not subtle
and before I knew, she was taken from me
I don’t understand, understand
why I can’t hold her hand, hold her hand
she was taken away, taken away
I want her to stay, her to stay
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ha ha ha ha ha ha ha
ha ha ha ha ha ha ha
ha ha ha ha ha ha ha
ha ha ha ha ha ha
ha ha ha ha ha ha ha
ha ha ha ha ha ha ha
ha ha ha ha ha ha ha
ha ha ha ha ha ha
the world around me is burning but I don't care
I can't see it so I can pretend it's not there
the world around me is burning but I don't care
I can't see it so I can pretend it's not there
ha ha ha ha ha ha ha
ha ha ha ha ha ha ha
ha ha ha ha ha ha ha
ha ha ha ha ha ha
everyone tells me to do work but I don't care
if I ignore them then for sure they'll disappear
I'll keep living life without facing consequence
if they tell me what to do then I'll just burn them!!
ha ha ha ha ha ha ha
ha ha ha ha ha ha ha
ha ha ha ha ha ha ha
ha ha ha ha ha ha
ha ha ha ha ha ha ha
ha ha ha ha ha ha ha
ha ha ha ha ha ha ha
ha ha ha ha ha ha
don't think because I can't see
I can't be your dictator!
don't underestimate me
I think you will find I'm
M E R C I L E S S
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My body is floating away into the starry space
Losing oxygen
I feel myself drifting, drifting, drifting
I can see the earth
I can see their judging faces, faces, faces
My body is floating away into the starry space
My conscience is fading away...
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5. |
BAD END (ft. MEIKO)
03:25
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I'd be lying if I said I knew this would happen
but I should have seen it coming.
Thanks for caring about me, but you need to save yourselves
because I cannot be helped.
Remember me as I was:
a good friend whom you loved.
Remember me in your hearts.
It's my bad end, but you can live on.
Even if I had lived on there'd be nothing for me.
Sorry but I'm not in this story.
If you all are happy, then I am too, so please don't cry.
You'll be okay if I die.
Remember me as I was:
a good friend whom you loved.
Remember me in your hearts.
It's my bad end, but you can live on.
It's true that I'm scared...
I won't let it show.
It's true that I'm scared...
I won't let it show.
Remember me as I was:
a good friend whom you loved.
Remember me in your hearts.
It's my bad end, but you can live on.
Remember me as I was:
a good friend whom you loved.
Remember me in your hearts.
It's my bad end, but you can live on.
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It's been years since I've seen you
I wonder how you're doing
I know you're the type to pretend
Nothing's wrong when it's still haunting
And maybe this is not my job
But I find myself worrying for you
Ever since that day years ago
You've never been able to accept the truth
As you fake a smile, and you say those words
"Everything is fine" or so I heard
Searching for something never to be found
And you don't seem like you can figure out
He's gone forever; he's not coming back
As much as you search, you know that's a fact
Hoping someday you'll meet, hoping someday you'll find
Your love lost at sea, see him one more time
Knowing you, you won't give up
Though the facts are staring you in the face
Knowing you, you'll just push onward
Running to the past in a backwards chase
And maybe this is not my job
But I find myself worrying for you
Ever since that day years ago
You've never been able to accept the truth
As you fake a smile, and you say those words
"Everything is fine" or so I heard
Searching for something never to be found
And you don't seem like you can figure out
He's gone forever; he's not coming back
As much as you search, you know that's a fact
Hoping someday you'll meet, hoping someday you'll find
Your love lost at sea, see him one more time
And the last time
That I saw you
You went to sea
What could you do?
Maybe I should
Have stopped you then
If I had, you
Wouldn't be dead
As I fake a smile, and I say those words
"Everything is fine" or so they heard
Searching for something never to be found
And I don't think that I can figure out
You're gone forever; you're not coming back
As much as I search, I know that's a fact
Hoping someday I'll meet, hoping someday I'll find
My love lost at sea, see her one more time
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my change purse is full of
paper you threw at me
if you do your work I'll do mine
can't fall behind
I couldn't see the spaces
in the unplowed parking lot
slipped on ice trying to reach you
hello, new bruise
can I tell you a secret?
it's about those papers...
they came together and made
something of interest to me
I think it’s a map
that leads to treasure!
will you please join me
on this epic journey?
hey, what do you mean those are
just someone’s geography notes?
doing this was pretty hard
so I’m forcing you to go
it says we need to go to
the roof above the chem lab
I’m sure that me and you
can make it there super fast!
oh, there’s nothing here
all I have to my name is
a button and twelve pennies
won't be down cuz I don't have much
now just you watch
nothing will ever get me down
I won't give up the fight
if you tell me you'll support me
I can't be beat!
can I tell you a secret?
it's about those pennies...
as it turns out they all were
steel 1944s
they are super rare
and valuable!
let’s sell them all off
and buy lots of stuff
hey, what do you mean those are
just regular old pennies?
now you have broken my heart
so please buy me some ice cream
I think that we should search for
an adventure every day
even if we have to form
some white lies along the way
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i don’t know how to get words out right
none of it makes sense to me
i kinda wish that you were a cat
then this would feel more easy
cats are beautiful and cats are soft
a little shrouded in mystery too
even still you’re outside my expertise
so could you tell me what to do?
cats are cool
cats are cool
cats are cool
cats are cool
cats are cool
cats are cool
cats are cool
cats are cool
if i showed you a lot of cat pictures
would that be enough to convey my feelings
could you understand my cryptic language
made up of cat cosplay and cats sleeping
it feels strange. this hasn’t happened before
i feel the same, towards cats and towards you
inside it’s all confusing and conflicting
somehow i’ll have to figure out what to do
cats are cool
cats are cool
cats are cool
cats are cool
cats are cool
cats are cool
cats are cool
you’re cool too
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everyone deserves to love the way they love
I wish nobody had to be unhappy
I want to make the world safe for everyone
I want to let everyone live peacefully
but if everyone else knew for sure
would I be treated differently
would they want to see me anymore
telling the truth’s terrifying
but this life I’m living isn’t real
and it feels wrong to hide away
it feels right to express how I feel
I’m bad at hiding anyway
I’ll tell you a secret just between you and me
it turns out you aren’t alone despite what you believed
let’s share ourselves with the world and open our hearts
we exist you’re not alone you’re fine the way you are
I said some big stuff but it’s still difficult
to do what I say and reveal my true self
so for now let’s share ourselves with each other
and when we’re ready we’ll do it together
but if everyone else knew for sure
would we be treated differently
would they want to see us anymore
telling the truth’s terrifying
but this life I’m living isn’t real
and it feels wrong to hide away
it feels right to express how I feel
I’m bad at hiding anyway
I’ll tell you a secret just between you and me
it turns out you aren’t alone despite what you believed
let’s share ourselves with the world and open our hearts
we exist you’re not alone you’re fine the way you are
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10. |
im lost (ft. Kerry)
01:56
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Cotton candy colored sunset
Cotton candy colored sunset
I see a bright star to the left
Jupiter or Venus or I don’t know
It’s getting a bit darker
I’m getting a bit loster
I’ll follow signs for Worcester
Oh wait this is Northboro
Now it’s really late
I want to cry
Where is this place
And where am I?
It’s not alright
No bars on my phone
And broken headlights
I just wanna find a home
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I want to touch people's hearts with music in the same way it's touched mine. My songs can be shitty, messy, chaotic, but they're me. Even if I'm gone for a while, I'll always come back. Don't forget me.
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